Hey friends. As you may have guessed from the title, I am feeling angry. At what you may ask? Well, to be honest, many things! And because I can’t smash things I’m just going to write them down and be done with it.
When things do not go my way & I can’t execute things as I see fit.
Slow walkers.
People who stop right inside the shop to adjust their bag/trolley/whatever
The weather. Are you going to rain or just be dull?
My body temperature. It always feels warm & I don’t like it.
Myself for feeling like I cannot join a gym because I am overweight & middle aged. I am embarrassed of myself.
Having to have to have the same conversations over & over again (this is what having autistic people in your life is like)
Having to cook dinner. Again.
My declining eyesight. I legit can’t read a thing without my glasses anymore.
my digestive system. It is never ok for more than a week
The substack feed where you feel like you don’t exist & it’s just filled with all the cool kids.
The new balance website for always being sold out of the style of runners I want.
Me. For wanting more runners when I already have enough shoes but thinking new ones will make me feel better.
Me. Again. For not eating enough vegetables.
The butcher for giving me a steak that is not a t-bone when I asked for a t-bone!
Coles for not having any chocolate pretzels in the pick-and-mix section.
There’s more, but that’s all I have time for, the kids are walking out of class. I can’t help but wonder- am I just eternally angry these days? Where’s my niceness gone?
Want to get out some rage? List anything below that is pissing you off. It might stop you from smashing something.
Talk soon xx
Oh yes. The raaaaage. 0-10 in a millisecond.
And general annoyance. I drop a lot of FFSs. Especially while driving. Bad drivers are pretty much at the top of my list!
I hope you feel better for the brain dump. Peri made me angry too, it was quite confronting not an emotion I normally felt.
I don’t know what substack is like from a writers perspective but from a reader it’s starting to feel too much like social media.